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Monday, August 28, 2006
keep the nasty things under the bed
lite is over *a big sigh of relief*
whew. glad that's done.
I woke up early, took my all-carb breakfast and dashed off to the meeting place wearing my fave skinny jeans. felt damn comfy in them too.
lite is over *a big sigh of relief*
whew. glad that's done.
I woke up early, took my all-carb breakfast and dashed off to the meeting place wearing my fave skinny jeans. felt damn comfy in them too.
We were a tad bit late thanks to manong driver who got us in trouble with the officers. haha. okay lang, we still got there safe and sound. Paulinians ushered all debaters inside for the team- ups and motion for the first round. We were so stuck in boredom world while waiting for other schools to gather 'round, so we decided to play with my cameo. thank goodness I brought it. We did all sorts of poses from god-knows-where.
mike: suck ups aj: i don't want to debate anymore aca: aww. poor you.
our best imitation of "rakistas" on the loose
mike: burp aj: ayoko na talaga aca: yet another camera
*after the debate...* mike: thank goodness it's over aj: i know.
...and so the craziness is done. After three rounds of pure debate torture and mind boggling cameo sessions were back waiting for the "verdict".
iv1 debaters. sayang kulang. got so tensed waiting for the verdict.
taking picas is the best way to boost off the steam.
Friday, August 25, 2006
even after the confrontation she's still on the loose: meanie talks back
This is the final straw. I acted like a civilized person all throughout the past days containing any left decency in my body by not posting her copycat url, but this is the end of it. I confronted her, begged her, and to down right being super composed when it comes to dealing with this issue. But even after that I don't fucking know where she gets her confidence to just copy and post words which are not really her words. I'm okay with the fact that she uses them, but as I always say, post up where you got them. Give credit. Like when I used Angel's pose as a caption I dubbed it "a pose courtesy of Ms. Alfonso". It's no longer about being the best-slash-blogger in the world or showing off how fucking good you are[which I think is so not true]. It's about R-E-S-P-E-C-T for other people's blood, sweat and tears. The worse part--kaibigan ko siya. Or so I thought.
I told you, dear reader that I won't bash her on the internet but everyone has limitations and it just so happens that the multiply site is the final straw. Despite sending her a private message she still keeps doing it! the nerve!
*sigh*
*sigh*
I don't mean to sound like a meanie but as jackie puts it "my gosh. she's the one humiliating herself". True. True. So true.
All I can say right now to comfort me is the fact that I know whose the real one. Not the one who can't even form her own statement. So much for a fashionista and so called "newspaper writer". Puhlease-e.
I want this girl to know that I write blogs with all my "blood, sweat and tears". I don't write hastily. I put emo in every single word I publish. Who knows, maybe after reading this entry she'll then again do what she always does best.
*sigh*
All I can say right now to comfort me is the fact that I know whose the real one. Not the one who can't even form her own statement. So much for a fashionista and so called "newspaper writer". Puhlease-e.
I want this girl to know that I write blogs with all my "blood, sweat and tears". I don't write hastily. I put emo in every single word I publish. Who knows, maybe after reading this entry she'll then again do what she always does best.
*sigh*
At least I got that of my chest. It feels good. Feels freakin' good.
Meanie ba? Hayaan nyo na ako. Just this once. Kakasama kasi ng loob eh.
"PICAS" and "CAMEO". you know who you are. don't act so dense.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
troll on the loose
bwaaa. you know who you are. I'm not the type of person who bashes people on the internet so for both of our sanity sake this will be the last time you'll ever hear from me about this issue. please. please. don't copy. please. erase it if possible. it's kind of weird seeing double, you know.
*sigh* enough said. let's move on to lighter side/s.
Wala kami masyadong ginawa. as in. hay. kay sarap. Natapos din.
Although a conflict of important scheds had overlapped it was rearranged later on.
We moved seats. haha. Si mike-y na ang new seatmate ko sa front line, aisle portion of the classroom. Mike beware. haha.
idealite this saturday. tuloy na tuloy na. *sighs*
pray for me to not choke up on my words and to speak slowly this time.
help me not to panic and get intimidated by other-uhm-schools.
onga pala. staffers talk with ms. bopis tomorrow[whoever she is...]
NOH tripping tomorrow. I'll bring my cameo for picas. Upload them soon.
test results: average-slash-pwede na rin.
bwaaa. you know who you are. I'm not the type of person who bashes people on the internet so for both of our sanity sake this will be the last time you'll ever hear from me about this issue. please. please. don't copy. please. erase it if possible. it's kind of weird seeing double, you know.
*sigh* enough said. let's move on to lighter side/s.
Wala kami masyadong ginawa. as in. hay. kay sarap. Natapos din.
Although a conflict of important scheds had overlapped it was rearranged later on.
We moved seats. haha. Si mike-y na ang new seatmate ko sa front line, aisle portion of the classroom. Mike beware. haha.
idealite this saturday. tuloy na tuloy na. *sighs*
pray for me to not choke up on my words and to speak slowly this time.
help me not to panic and get intimidated by other-uhm-schools.
onga pala. staffers talk with ms. bopis tomorrow[whoever she is...]
NOH tripping tomorrow. I'll bring my cameo for picas. Upload them soon.
test results: average-slash-pwede na rin.
Monday, August 21, 2006
picas: don't stop the momentum
phots from my folder: pinoi jigoloo. posted up on multiply but here are my fave and other picas that I don't usually put up such as the angsty-artsy phots.
wee. scramble for atensyon
angsty artsy ahead!
jiving with red lights and pseudo atmosphera
Saturday, August 19, 2006
got addicted
got addicted with blogthings and guess what kept popping out on the quiz answers=>paris.*sighs*
got addicted with blogthings and guess what kept popping out on the quiz answers=>paris.*sighs*
| Your Band Name is: |
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| Your Taste in Music: |
 90's Alternative: High Influence 90's Pop: Medium Influence Adult Alternative: Medium Influence R&B: Medium Influence Alternative Rock: Low Influence |
| Your Inner European is French! |
 Smart and sophisticated. You have the best of everything - at least, *you* think so. |
| You Are 54% Vain |
 You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence. Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you! |
| You Should Learn French |
 C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs. You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up... |
true.true.very true. haha. just need the tongue. haha. how ironic.
parisian at heart? haha. i don't think so.
Friday, August 18, 2006
a tattle-tale: bangles.streets.paris.
I wasn't able to blog a couple of times due to the exams and impending requirements. Oh well. It feels good to be back. haha.
Idealite was cancelled since St. Paul rudely called it off without a valid reasonable excuses of some sort, so my saturday would be free this weekend. yipee! I love breaks.
We did an exhibition debate for the SEG members and all I can say is, despite the fact that I was able to withstand the gruesome seven minutes[6:45 to be exact] it wasn't my best performance. I'd still prefer the NK motion in a heartbeat.
Walked along the streets of Manila today. Feels good. But the feeling of void, or perhaps regret suddenly consumes me as I finished the five second hop towards the other end of D Tuazon. A lot of what if's and what not swarmed together with questions that I thought I had resolved a long long time ago. Questions like: I could've sacrificed a tad bit more, and of course practiced to deal with loneliness. It was as if, if I had exerted and extra mile I might've still be there. An extra mile that is probably unreachable right now.
*sighs*
oh well. there's always the coming years to pursue these slashbacked endeavors.
"I wish I was in the city of lights. Maybe then, things would fall into place"
I wasn't able to blog a couple of times due to the exams and impending requirements. Oh well. It feels good to be back. haha.
Idealite was cancelled since St. Paul rudely called it off without a valid reasonable excuses of some sort, so my saturday would be free this weekend. yipee! I love breaks.
We did an exhibition debate for the SEG members and all I can say is, despite the fact that I was able to withstand the gruesome seven minutes[6:45 to be exact] it wasn't my best performance. I'd still prefer the NK motion in a heartbeat.
Walked along the streets of Manila today. Feels good. But the feeling of void, or perhaps regret suddenly consumes me as I finished the five second hop towards the other end of D Tuazon. A lot of what if's and what not swarmed together with questions that I thought I had resolved a long long time ago. Questions like: I could've sacrificed a tad bit more, and of course practiced to deal with loneliness. It was as if, if I had exerted and extra mile I might've still be there. An extra mile that is probably unreachable right now.
*sighs*
oh well. there's always the coming years to pursue these slashbacked endeavors.
"I wish I was in the city of lights. Maybe then, things would fall into place"
Saturday, August 12, 2006
social suicide
I'm suppose to be studying yet I choose to write an entry to lessen the stress I'm feeling.
It's hard being a senior. It's hell to be exact. I no longer watch soaps since assignments must be done ASAP or I'll drown in them. I no longer join mooch during breaks since I have to study for this and that and all sorts of crap needed for that day. I no longer eat a healthy meal at school since there's no time for it. I have so many "no longer..." blah that has increased ten times fold since exams have arrived. I sometimes wonder if I'm still allowed to breath or just succumb and let myself drown in piles of homeworks and be overhauled by the dark circles in my eyes. Three a.m. bedtime is ordianry now[blame RDK for that].
*sigh*
I miss life. I miss mooch. And I super wanna cry from exhaustion.
Let me cry.
I'm suppose to be studying yet I choose to write an entry to lessen the stress I'm feeling.
It's hard being a senior. It's hell to be exact. I no longer watch soaps since assignments must be done ASAP or I'll drown in them. I no longer join mooch during breaks since I have to study for this and that and all sorts of crap needed for that day. I no longer eat a healthy meal at school since there's no time for it. I have so many "no longer..." blah that has increased ten times fold since exams have arrived. I sometimes wonder if I'm still allowed to breath or just succumb and let myself drown in piles of homeworks and be overhauled by the dark circles in my eyes. Three a.m. bedtime is ordianry now[blame RDK for that].
*sigh*
I miss life. I miss mooch. And I super wanna cry from exhaustion.
Let me cry.
Monday, August 07, 2006
in the mood
I'm kind of in the mood to write today. I dunno why though.
I'm in the mood to listen to weird euro music. My current fetish is franz ferdinand with their song "d u want to?". This was my summer get-your-groove-on song that had been overplayed on my nano. Come to think of it this was the very same euro song that got my nano broken, twice.harhar.
I'm kind of in the mood to write today. I dunno why though.
I'm in the mood to listen to weird euro music. My current fetish is franz ferdinand with their song "d u want to?". This was my summer get-your-groove-on song that had been overplayed on my nano. Come to think of it this was the very same euro song that got my nano broken, twice.harhar.
I'm so freaking excited for this saturday!I'll finally be able to go shoe shopping. I've been dying to this months ago unfortuantely, due to the ever expanding piles of homework and undisputed P6 requirements it got way down on my list of priorities.
I'm still on the look out for a marilyn monroe vintage shirt that up till now is nowhere near success. I got things to finally go my way in our room. Did some rearranging, "twiches" and all sorts of heavy lifting and ta-daa! haha. love, love=)
I'll post picas soon.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
just got cheeky
another one of those spur of the moment title that has nothing to do with my entry.
I feel like a dead rat. A dead rat rammed over by two ten wheeler trucks, twice. My brain is undeniably over worked, my body undernourished, and my eyes overhauled by dark circles.
UPCAT is done. *sigh*
I won't write a tattle-tale about it since there's no picture to go along with my experience [i forgot to bring my cam!].
Let's just be happy that upcat week is over and that life can go back before this hell hole of a roller coaster ride started.
Breath. It's over.
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