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Saturday, November 26, 2005
today was my first anatoli class!!(***)haha. it was great! better than any classical class. anatoli is after all a good teacher but intimadating at some point. his class is definetely hard(harder than ms sofia!) i had the hardest time understanding his words simply 'coz he is a russian and their english accents are so hard to decipher..!?the day started as normal as it can be. too boring for my taste though:)kinda routinary type of day where i got up and went to class. i should end this entry to try and do the ultra long assignment in english kaso tinatamad pa ako...hayyyyy...haha
Saturday, November 19, 2005
one hectic day
today was one hectic day...! i woke up at exactly 11 am. took a shower, got dressed and went to ccp for the cinderella recital. we had to be there to support our friends..(congratz nga pala ssa year v!!!)...after that we went to the mall to watch HP4!!!!...ang ganda..although there were some parts from the book that wasn't included. the movie was getting a bit to dark for youngsters. i suppose this movie is a turning point from the usual "light magic" we had seen from the past HP movies but a definite big hit for me...
...dito na lang tinatamad na ako...12 na kasi...haba nung movie!!
today was one hectic day...! i woke up at exactly 11 am. took a shower, got dressed and went to ccp for the cinderella recital. we had to be there to support our friends..(congratz nga pala ssa year v!!!)...after that we went to the mall to watch HP4!!!!...ang ganda..although there were some parts from the book that wasn't included. the movie was getting a bit to dark for youngsters. i suppose this movie is a turning point from the usual "light magic" we had seen from the past HP movies but a definite big hit for me...
...dito na lang tinatamad na ako...12 na kasi...haba nung movie!!
Thursday, November 17, 2005
napaka weirdo nito...firts draft palang sya...kaya feeling ko pangit...marami wrong grammar...inspired by loui...!
questions without answers
there are questions that should never be answered
for fear of abdomination
but when escape can no longer be found on blades and drugs alone
can these questions be my only redemption?
when scribbling is no longer enough to ease the pain
there are questions that should never be answered
for fear of abdomination
but when escape can no longer be found on blades and drugs alone
can these questions be my only redemption?
when scribbling is no longer enough to ease the pain
i venture to the underworld i know as blades
as my flesh meets metal
as my flesh meets metal
i can hear the alleluia beckoning me
from then on the
tears insist on bringing
pains of forgotten memories
pains of forgotten memories
with it are seasonal joys and everyday cry
of a gurl that can never weep
the paranoia of every single detail
becomes my main concern
every single movements
i took notice in
forgetting myself in the process.
the paranoia of every single detail
becomes my main concern
every single movements
i took notice in
forgetting myself in the process.
i am perfectly happy in this dreamworld
where there are no pains
can this exist for eternity?
i wish for intoxication to settle in
because tonight she is my redemption
where there are no pains
can this exist for eternity?
i wish for intoxication to settle in
because tonight she is my redemption
intoxication does not condemn nor abhor
but can it make ammends to a mirror full of lies?
so tell me..
should i come back?
or forever be satiated in this dreamworld that my subconcious mind created?
but can it make ammends to a mirror full of lies?
so tell me..
should i come back?
or forever be satiated in this dreamworld that my subconcious mind created?
Monday, November 14, 2005
the sudden itch to write
its currently 10:10 on the clock when this sudden itch on my fingers came. it told me to just write..write..write and write. so here goes the briefing. my friends and i decided to finally watch the movie "exorcism of emily rose"!and they did promise not to put me on the far side part of the cinema chair(para ksi kay ikai yun:)...
well after re-reading my past entries it seems i haven't talked 'bout the retreat i went to last thursday and friday...for non theresians who are reading this entry the retreat was an overnight thing(corny noh!..ksi alam ko yung s inyo 3days!) held at antipolo...!masaya kasi everyone was there except jacque coz she has to join a family affair pero all in all masaya naman coz through that retreat i was fianlly able to solve problems thats been haunting me for weeks...!after that i attended my ballet class from 4-6(i think..)wearing my pointe shoes all throughout the class(shakis..ang sakit sobra..!nadagdagan n nman ako ng isa pang patay na kuko!) after that i went home and slept late. the next day was the worse and the best simply because it was my first day of period and with it comes the cramps..(nasuka pa nga ako! eh..)..saturday was my free day. i spent the entire day at home and took all lost hours of sleep from the previous days back to me...!:)......yun lng...
its currently 10:10 on the clock when this sudden itch on my fingers came. it told me to just write..write..write and write. so here goes the briefing. my friends and i decided to finally watch the movie "exorcism of emily rose"!and they did promise not to put me on the far side part of the cinema chair(para ksi kay ikai yun:)...
well after re-reading my past entries it seems i haven't talked 'bout the retreat i went to last thursday and friday...for non theresians who are reading this entry the retreat was an overnight thing(corny noh!..ksi alam ko yung s inyo 3days!) held at antipolo...!masaya kasi everyone was there except jacque coz she has to join a family affair pero all in all masaya naman coz through that retreat i was fianlly able to solve problems thats been haunting me for weeks...!after that i attended my ballet class from 4-6(i think..)wearing my pointe shoes all throughout the class(shakis..ang sakit sobra..!nadagdagan n nman ako ng isa pang patay na kuko!) after that i went home and slept late. the next day was the worse and the best simply because it was my first day of period and with it comes the cramps..(nasuka pa nga ako! eh..)..saturday was my free day. i spent the entire day at home and took all lost hours of sleep from the previous days back to me...!:)......yun lng...
Friday, November 04, 2005
i got stuck with this song from Phantom of The Opera...
to check it out w the piano as background go to www.jimbowieband.com/Lyrics/all_i_ask_of_you.htm
That's All I Ask of You...
No more talk of darkness, forget these wide eyed fears,I’m here, nothing can harm you, My words will warm and calm you,
Let me be your freedom, let daylight dry your tears,I’m here, with you, beside you,To guard you and to guide you
All I ask is every waking moment,Turn my head with talk of summertime,Say you need me with you now and always,Promise me, that all you say is true,That’s all I ask of you.
Let me be your shelter, let me be your light,You’re safe, no one will find you,Your fears are far behind you.
All we need is freedom, a world that’s warm and brightAnd you, always beside me, To hold me and to hide me.
Say you’ll share with me one love, one lifetime,Let me lead you from your solitude,Say you need me with you here beside you,Anywhere, you go let me go tooThat’s all I ask of you
Say the word and I will follow youShare each day with me each night each morningSay you feel the way I doThat’s all I ask of you
Anywhere you go let me go tooLove me, that’s all I ask of you
to check it out w the piano as background go to www.jimbowieband.com/Lyrics/all_i_ask_of_you.htm
That's All I Ask of You...
No more talk of darkness, forget these wide eyed fears,I’m here, nothing can harm you, My words will warm and calm you,
Let me be your freedom, let daylight dry your tears,I’m here, with you, beside you,To guard you and to guide you
All I ask is every waking moment,Turn my head with talk of summertime,Say you need me with you now and always,Promise me, that all you say is true,That’s all I ask of you.
Let me be your shelter, let me be your light,You’re safe, no one will find you,Your fears are far behind you.
All we need is freedom, a world that’s warm and brightAnd you, always beside me, To hold me and to hide me.
Say you’ll share with me one love, one lifetime,Let me lead you from your solitude,Say you need me with you here beside you,Anywhere, you go let me go tooThat’s all I ask of you
Say the word and I will follow youShare each day with me each night each morningSay you feel the way I doThat’s all I ask of you
Anywhere you go let me go tooLove me, that’s all I ask of you
Thursday, November 03, 2005
got caught up with the tv fever
haha...today i got caught up by the tv fever and lucky for me the computer is right over here to listen or should i say "publish" my rants for the day on the web. sembreak is drawing close to its conclusion and i feel like im being split into wanting to go back to school and staying at home in front of the tv. after the presure and the aching muscles the gym presentation had done to me these past few weeks is laredy healed so i think that by the time i went back to school my mind would be ready to receive all teh equations, postualtes ms baranda, sir mack and sir ben might throw in. haha. aside from having a tv marathon today i added another chapter to the self proclaimed book that i am currently writing...haha...(as if nman pa-publish siya!)...so anyaway the tilte is "she and the city". I got the titile's idea from the series sex and the city that i love to watch..hehe..(i know!!..its not suitable for my age pero duh! open nman ang generation natin bout the topics discussed in the series ryt??...naalala ko tuloy si popcee...haha!). i was suppose to do all my asignments today so I can bond with jeah (my bro's gf) and my sis (w/ our bro syempre dahil sya ang mag drive ng car para ihatid kami!) this coming saturday. I have already finished "copyING-and-pastING" from the net about sa Merchant of Venice so the only thing left to do is study for my chem test...that Im suppose to do now instead of writing an entry for my blog...haha..pasaway na estudyante!
haha...today i got caught up by the tv fever and lucky for me the computer is right over here to listen or should i say "publish" my rants for the day on the web. sembreak is drawing close to its conclusion and i feel like im being split into wanting to go back to school and staying at home in front of the tv. after the presure and the aching muscles the gym presentation had done to me these past few weeks is laredy healed so i think that by the time i went back to school my mind would be ready to receive all teh equations, postualtes ms baranda, sir mack and sir ben might throw in. haha. aside from having a tv marathon today i added another chapter to the self proclaimed book that i am currently writing...haha...(as if nman pa-publish siya!)...so anyaway the tilte is "she and the city". I got the titile's idea from the series sex and the city that i love to watch..hehe..(i know!!..its not suitable for my age pero duh! open nman ang generation natin bout the topics discussed in the series ryt??...naalala ko tuloy si popcee...haha!). i was suppose to do all my asignments today so I can bond with jeah (my bro's gf) and my sis (w/ our bro syempre dahil sya ang mag drive ng car para ihatid kami!) this coming saturday. I have already finished "copyING-and-pastING" from the net about sa Merchant of Venice so the only thing left to do is study for my chem test...that Im suppose to do now instead of writing an entry for my blog...haha..pasaway na estudyante!
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