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Sunday, October 23, 2005
a sudden thrill from the bitch
I barely understand what I am feeling right now. Is it depression or regret, maybe its the feeling of not getting what I want. I talked to someone older about this matter and they told me that its better to forget about it and move on...haha..as if moving on is easy! Why can't i just for once feel there is actually something existing? A sudden thrill as I would like to call it. But they told me that its better not to start anything at all so the percent of getting hurt would be almost non existent. hayyy...this week is a great chaotic mess. A mess that I know is unavoidable but still I continued on...hayyyyy...i hope i find the answer...
Sunday, October 02, 2005
nothin to say
To tell you the truth I practically have nothing on my mind right now...perfectly blank. Last Saturday we had a seminar-slah-workshop at school, one of the speakers (a UST prof) gave us a brief description regarding the reality of journalism. That's when I learned that media and journalism isn't like a playground where healthy competitions exist and showcase of talents are the main concern. Boy! was I a naive young girl! He told us that nobody gets rich in the world of writers (!!!), lies are welcome and editors are your worst enemies! He narrated to us his experiences in the world of journalism here in the country-from climbing the social ladder to receiving a non-existing income that's not even worth the tons of magazines I buy each month.
To tell you the truth I practically have nothing on my mind right now...perfectly blank. Last Saturday we had a seminar-slah-workshop at school, one of the speakers (a UST prof) gave us a brief description regarding the reality of journalism. That's when I learned that media and journalism isn't like a playground where healthy competitions exist and showcase of talents are the main concern. Boy! was I a naive young girl! He told us that nobody gets rich in the world of writers (!!!), lies are welcome and editors are your worst enemies! He narrated to us his experiences in the world of journalism here in the country-from climbing the social ladder to receiving a non-existing income that's not even worth the tons of magazines I buy each month.
So here I am, in front of the computer screen pondering that if I pursue this career then my lifestyle has to drastically change. I might as well live a frugal life that's void of any luxury that I am quite used to. I can never completely rely on my parents forever...could I? I do have passion for writing and I want damn well to pursue it but it can never be the career that would take 12 hours of my day. A writer's lifestyle isn't the one suited for me...besides there is still a lot of grounds I have to conguer beyond the books I read...right!? Oh well, so much for insolent thoughts, I'm still Y-O-U-N-G...! I shouldn't be thinking too much of the future. The present should always be important than anyhting. Hold, treasure and never let it go...
...that is until you're ready!
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