they made me smile


Amidst the chaotic whirlwind of events this week i finally felt good...real good to be in fact. The bell rang at 4:10[duh! coz its thursday]. As i hear it I finally felt relieved, this day is not the day for me. I got my period [disrupting..if u ask me] and the pitful rain just won't stop. I want it so bad to stop so that tomorrow our palihan can still be held. Palihan means no classes...and that's what I really want! The perfect break from the buzzing teachers that loves giving homeworks equally as I do my hershey's chocolate bar[yumm!]. Anyway, we celebrated japax bday today[hapi bday!]. The initial plan was to go to a restaurant where there is a tv so we can watch the game between admu and la salle. I sugested that we hang out in my house and they all agreed. Everyone was so excited, hearts and adrenaline fluttering [especially ikai and hayme]...trust me i know...i can feel it...!?! So we headed straight to gate 7 to get to the car and headed straight to my house. Running up in my room, the tv was automatically turned on and turned to channel 17. All eyes were glued to the screen, watching every move of the players [mon-"tang"..."tanga"hahah]. Although ateneo miserably lost we still enjoyed the game. After that we ordered KFC [treat ni japax..kasi nga bday nya!]. Nobody said a word, not a single word as we ate the food. Everyone was concentrating on feasting on the chicken, gravy and rice. After cleanin' everything we moved on to picturing taking [see snapshots for actual footage...hehe]. Things went smoothly after that, we kept cool and did any ordinary stuffs, the adrenaline died down [tumahimik kasi busog] but after a few minutes of resting and digesting all the food we ate, the hot thick air of bright smiling faces came back. The reason? My mom brought a cake branded "hapi 14th bday!!!". Japax blew the cake and we ate it soon after that [yummm..again]. A few minutes after we uploaded the pics on the pc mon and japax had to go so i accompanied them to the door and we said our goodbyes. After that was for me the funny part [heheh] since we have nothing to do I decided to crank the vcd and watch a film called "thirteen". There was utter silence between us obviously focused on watchin' the film 'coz it really was damn interesting. We joked about hayme being ***...hahahahah::))....


So there you go...events that made me smile...thanks friends...im happy now...

ang conference ng mga mooch sa blog ni efrel ang tinutukoy ko...anyway...today is palihan..yiheee!!masaya..kaso nga lang nahiwalay ako sa kada ko pero okay lng. Nasaway ako ni ms gino at 2nd strike ko na ito all bcoz of the term paper...ksi nman ang haba...hayyyyy...nakakatamad gumawa pero kailangan eh..sya nga pala..malapit na ang bday ni boy labo[japax] and bcoz of it magpa-late kami mga mooch bukas..aside from those facts nothin TOO exciting happened...although the abortion and sex talk really bothered me...so after the forum I decided that I am now a strong supporter of anti-abortionist.[may word bang ganun??] yup!!pag nakita nyo talaga ang film grabe mag-iiba talaga ang pananaw nyo...!

I am currently thinking of an insipiration para sa ssnod na article ko..kaso wala na naman akong maisip so today I tried coming home late [don't ask why] and cooked pasta and enjoyed it. I browsed through friendster and found out they have new features [which i didn't bother knowing...] got pictures form hayme's acount and visited the mooch page but despite doing all these stuffs I still don't have anything too write about. hay naku! pag inatake ka talaga nang writer's block wlang wala talgang papasok sa utak mo...kaya pinabayaan ko na lang [ma-frustrate lang ako]. Japax called to inform me about sa "pa-late" bukas but we ended up talkin' about her experiences during the prom of her cousin. I really laughed hard to the stories she told me...really laugh...as in tawa..haha[just imagine:)]. onga pala may bagong word na naman ako na natutunan "mooch eps"...hahaha...

today is a free day....yihee!!!...i can't believe it! di lng pala ako ang nakakaramdam ng ganun, i read anding's entry and she also feels the same way...hahahaha!!...at least i feel kinda normal even just a little bit. naiinis ako sa sarili ko. i just want things to go better but it simply wouldn't...ganun ba talaga yun?...anyway...i felt really distressed about this dilemma but after talking and texting to a friend i felt relieved and things that was clouded then was very clear to me now. im still young and still have a lot of things ahead for me so i won't bother worrying something that middle age women worry about...again: IM STILL YOUNG. for those who found it at this very young age i won't blame them. maybe they are already mature enough to handle it and im not, i won't take it against them. besides it doesn't matter when you'll experience it or with whom just as long as you don't take it for granted...quote ko ulet "darating din yun" from popcee...!im just happy its all over and i don't have to worry about it no more...for all those who experince the same always say to yourself "darating din yan"...and...that...it was all gonna be fine...

today is a normal day...boring to say...i nearly fell asleep...boring subjects...things actually turned out fine and finally i can laugh and smile...there maybe a hint of fear but its better than not smiling at all...nakakapagod din ang araw na ito...sobra...ang init pa...hehehehe...at least wala pasok sa wednesday...haiiiiii....so yun lng...wahahhahahah....onga pala today is jacque's bday...hapi 15 bday jacque!!!!!....wel yun lng..ill end it nah baka kung anu anong ka-kornihan lng ang maisulat ko...heheheehehe